Just A ...

I miss you.
Or at least part of me does.
I know we can never be together.
I can't say this anywhere else or he'll notice.
It isn't anything he should worry about.
He would though.
I really do miss you though.
Or I miss who you made me.
We always wish we could go back to how things were.
But it won't ever happen.
And no matter what, right now is better than back then.
You made me smile.
And you gave me butterflies.
Why did you have stab me in the back?
I think I might have loved you.
I think some part of me will never want to let you go.
But I need to try.
So this is goodbye.
Goodbye to memories.
Goodbye to status updates.
Goodbye to checking up on you.
Goodbye to trying.
I'm done with you.
I've got someone much better.
This is goodbye.
The last one you'll ever get.